h’uhwh’a?

so my house is like…

…clean.

i mean, as clean as it ever gets. cleaner than usual. and that includes the outside.

i just have this weird feeling like there isn’t that much hanging over me. i mean, there _is,_ but i’m just not feeling it right now.

weird.

i guess what it is, is that my mom is going to see the house, and my brother the landscaper/horticulture student is going to see the yard, and i don’t see anything that’s going to embarass the heck out of me when they get here. they could walk in the door right now and i would be all like, have a seat! want something to drink? oh, you have to see how cute the back porch looks. etc. like an adult.