pink toes

i’ve been feeling kind of demoralized by the state of the mo the last few days. he doesn’t get up and walk on his own, ever, and when i get him up he’ll only go a short distance, maybe eat for a couple of minutes, then lay down again. it’s almost definitely the anemia, but today i started to wonder if he might just be giving up.

tonight though i realized his little toes are pink. not deep pink like i like to see, but definitely not all pale like they have been lately. they are pink and warm.

could be a fluke, but i feel a little more hopeful. hang in there little dewd. only nineteen days til you turn seventeen.