i dreamed this morning that i was halfway into cleaning up the back bedroom when halloween party guests started arriving. i’m pretty sure i didn’t have any food or drinks ready, nor had i cleaned the rest of the house. i remember standing there saying, “the sad thing is that i have all these cool halloween decorations and i guess i’m not going to get to use them”.

standard lisa anxiety dream. i missed out on them for roswell this year so i guess i have to make up for that somehow.

but the thing that makes me really sad is that, in my dream, cleaning the back bedroom was so _easy._ it was happening almost magically. in reality, that’s not going to be the case.